Hi guys I’m new to this forum, but I needed to find people to talk to that would understand what I’m going through. Yesterday my husband and I made the tough decision to put our sweet Maggie to sleep. She had been severely sick for a month and she was suffering. They offered to do more tests because they were at a loss for what could have been wrong with her. But it would have only prolonged her suffering. We didn’t want that. We don’t second guess our choice but I am absolutely devastated. She was only three years old. She was my everything. I can’t get myself to leave my bed. I start to cry the moment I see traces of her. Please someone tell me the pain will get better please tell me what helped you cope with the loss. Maggie had a friend too. Our husky, Kona. Kona is sad and I see it. Whenever she goes outside to go potty she waits for Maggie to come. This is so hard. Hubby and I swore no more dogs after this. But now all I want and all I’m doing is searching for boxers. I know I’ll never convince him ... I just want this pain to go away.